What lies behind me can not be hope
Yesterday a day to forget, or rather a day of Change. My past no longer lies ahead of me as I used to say. It adopted itself yesterday with a jump over my shoulders, always ready to drop me in the back. What lies behind me can not be hope. With a past behind me, the future will become impossible. The past is a juggernaut, devouring the future together with all hope – it may be so young and weak! It eats and devours and the result is a black hole where you will finally disappear in.